Loss

Loss? Yes, I lost so many things other than the physical presence of my Nana. I definitely went through and still am going through things such as the loss of self, personality, confidence, emotional security, life style, hopes and dreams, reason for living, JOY, I definitely lost joy and who I was. I was always joyful and happy before she died. I am no longer who I was before when she was alive. I am very different and only lately do I feel joy, and hope. I am developing a new sense of identity, I am building.