Religion

I still believe in God. I believe in the after life. I believe nana visits me still, awake or through my dreams.

She softly whispers while I sleep
gently nudging my dreams
kisses linger upon my eyelids
leaving her spirit touching mine
Small moments I am with her
The rest I just miss her

My love for God is unwavering, my dedication to my church is diminishing. During my greatest grief I went after but felt I had to pretend everything was good because I had to be grateful. I had to have praise and worship and an open heart, but I felt none of these things. I dont know when and if I'll go back to church but my love and heightened awareness for God and his creation is always with me.

I would like to do more things that help my spirituality such as more reiki when I'm ready, meditation, prayer, aromatherapy, tai-chi, nature walks.